I can't apologize enough for the things I've done.
I put you through the ringer but I'm not the only guilty one.
Its time I got this off my chest. Its time I got you out of my head.
I promised you this song and I hope you're disappointed. Because I'm laying all this out from my perspective.
Every word was true. Not a lie ever left my lips.
I loved you as I could. You were my only bliss.
Yet the days drew dark and we grew apart.
And believe me sweetheart. I never wanted any of this from our joyous start. To our bitter end. Whats done is done. Our love is gone.
But this story has only just begun.
Who the fuck am I to you? All the countless nights spent sleepless and all the shit we've been through. Oh, what does that amount to? One day of grief to support the "sorrow" of your's while I've been staring at this page for hours and hours. Trying to find a way to say that I no longer love you. Trying to not let my rage burn the page. Trying to alleviate the pain, but only tears stain this page. I spent too many nights weeping over the thought of you. But who the fuck am I to you?
One day I'll look back and laugh at what a sad, pitiful, waste of space you were in my heart. I've done nothing but waste my fucking time. There are scars on my mind from every time you made the fault mine.
There are scars on my fucking mind.
I gave you everything and you just threw it away. I've been done with you since that very day. I feel no pity, compassion, no fucking remorse. I have forgiven but I'll never forget you.
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